nocarefactor

The grass is back green again, the sky has returned to blue, all the plants are flowering, and the trees look taller too, these last few months have sure taken their toll, not only on my heart, but on my spirit my body and my soul, i welcome you back, my arms open wide, it was the break we had to have, but it cut me deep inside, i hope it really lasts, our new love of life, your unbridled passion, your want for me by your side, i promise to you, i wont let you down, if you want me or need me, i will always be there, full of honesty and love, showing you i care, i will work for that to remain forever and a day, i hope you understan

My body is covered in deep emotional scars, my internal love bruises, are a reminder, of who you were, but you're all gone it's time to start over, time to move on, im only getting older. and once again, ive stepped up to the plate, falling in love, hoping to find my new best mate, im wishing this time, it might be different, he'll love love me for me, and make some commitment. it hasn't taken long, you have infiltrated my wall, everytime you say you love me, i weaken and my barrier grows small, my wish is you keep going, prove me wrong, i think i should have met you before now, what took you so long. im curious about whats in s

The tears of life run down my cheeks, splashing of my legs and landing between my feet, onto the ground, into the grass, gone forever, noone thinks to ask. The earth was thirsty, it doesnt ask questions, no care for my feelings, no sympathy for my rejections. my tears just vanish, like they never existed, no proof of life, they are gone from all existance, all soaked up, no evidence left. just a lonely man, who no one knows, no one asks, how he goes.